A Lack of Articulation

“In real life, it is creepy to talk in high level abstractions too much. You have to periodically return to the most mundane & concrete subjects, or it starts getting creepy really fast. this is for a good reason—” This is what creates universal conditions of inarticulateness, of unconscious confusion, of relentless self-flagellating speculation and … Read more

The Abject Illusion of City Pop

Regarding The Abject Illusion of City Pop it’s more of a very immediate instance of when a musical movement invokes an illusion of economic prosperity, in part gesturing a sort of globalization of pop. and pop in itself is appropriation, it is in its own nature to appropriate other things. It’s more of an instance … Read more

Abandonment #1

Do you ever send someone a message, and once they don’t reply to you it becomes such a humiliating experience you attempt to save yourself from embarrassment through making yourself go through an endless cycle sending them like 6 more messages just for all of them to be ignored, and the longer they don’t reply … Read more

Untitled

Sometimes I know that I am just a teenager or whatever platitudes I attempt to convince myself to feel better, but I feel like thee lingering inertia that is present in my life feels like it will never be resolved whatsoever. But I certainly will do something about it. Slowly.

Untitled

The problem with people telling you that you should “listen to others more” n’ stop living in an “echo chamber” etc. is dat they are assigning yer social traits to be poor n’ are forcing you to converse to people who you are genuinely uncomfortable with. I can’t please everyone. I never assign value judgements … Read more

Alexisonfire

You would wake up every day.. maybe before, or after you graduate and notice that you’ve passed your formative years, and it’s time to muster some form of competency in your every-day endeavors of having to open your eyes, inhaling and exhaling air, and having to do stuff every morning, every noon, every afternoon, every … Read more

punpun notes

I love punpun as an honest work, but I don’t think existence nd life itself shouldn’t have so many things just go, wrong. That’s why i refuse to give it a proper rating. It feels rather wrong to put misery on a numerical scale or give it value in any form, at all.

The chariot

I really love the chariot and I think they are a band that encapsulates pure myth. Seeing a chariot set through your screen got more out of myself than any shitty three digit dollars festivals could ever could. I’m completely serious. The best concert I’ve ever seen, I attended online. I hope I can find … Read more

frank zappa 1

Frank Zappa is.. an arrogant man. I don’t think even his fans deny that no matter what this white man’s ever-so claimed to be “insightful insight” on whatever is going on in any era of societal existence, or whatever. Considering that his fans hailed Mr.Zappa, who came out of the standard American bourgeoisie landscape to … Read more