Notes

Sometimes I know that I am just a teenager or whatever platitudes I attempt to convince myself to feel better, but I feel like thee lingering inertia that is present in my life feels like it will never be resolved whatsoever. But I certainly will do something about it. Slowly.

The problem with people telling you that you should “listen to others more” n’ stop living in an “echo chamber” etc. is dat they are assigning yer social traits to be poor n’ are forcing you to converse to people who you are genuinely uncomfortable with. I can’t please everyone. I never assign value judgements … Read more

You would wake up every day.. maybe before, or after you graduate and notice that you’ve passed your formative years, and it’s time to muster some form of competency in your every-day endeavors of having to open your eyes, inhaling and exhaling air, and having to do stuff every morning, every noon, every afternoon, every … Read more

I love punpun as an honest work, but I don’t think existence nd life itself shouldn’t have so many things just go, wrong. That’s why i refuse to give it a proper rating. It feels rather wrong to put misery on a numerical scale or give it value in any form, at all.

I really love the chariot and I think they are a band that encapsulates pure myth. Seeing a chariot set through your screen got more out of myself than any shitty three digit dollars festivals could ever could. I’m completely serious. The best concert I’ve ever seen, I attended online. I hope I can find … Read more

Frank Zappa is.. an arrogant man. I don’t think even his fans deny that no matter what this white man’s ever-so claimed to be “insightful insight” on whatever is going on in any era of societal existence, or whatever. Considering that his fans hailed Mr.Zappa, who came out of the standard American bourgeoisie landscape to … Read more

I felt really guilty as a kid, and I still do occasionally do whenever a reports or a video was shown of a plane crash (outside the cockpit.) There is a rather alien range of emotions that projects out of myself that is such: satisfaction, euphoria, as if I was being rather high and all … Read more

Is it so unreasonable to want your own judgement to be, the good one… instead of the “not so good” or even worse, “incorrect”? Why do you have regular bouts of having this urge that is so foreign, so irrational to be the one above one another in the power dynamic belonging to our social … Read more

Some certain records you put on sometimes, in an unintentional space can induce apoplexy up onto you when you listen in whatever space you’d say… cramming your night trying to finish up a certain educational labour your educators decided to make you do, as you paid a unprecedented fee as a means to have their… … Read more