on my occasional bouts of anger #1

Some certain records you put on sometimes, in an unintentional space can induce apoplexy up onto you when you listen in whatever space you’d say… cramming your night trying to finish up a certain educational labour your educators decided to make you do, as you paid a unprecedented fee as a means to have their… not-selective means of determining quality type education. Though being non-selective in itself, is fine but as we live in a late stage-labour-profit economic system, it is unfortunately… not too unreasonable for us, the people to think of the world to be… not so empathetic towards our scarcities…

These albums in particular certainly does not help me… who is on my narrative journey of.. trying to feel more empathetic towards what others are trying to feel, are a bit tired of the recent imperatives of the western empire, on a practical downward spiral when it comes to basic human empathy and on it’s massive campaign of “We can indoctrinate the people who are easily fooled, or the overtly optimistic turned ignorant people, into developing narcissistic tendencies and pumping the fuel of bloodthirst and anger-fueled irony”.

People are beginning to feel a bit too confident to lack something as simple as basic civility in spaces where there is a mild level of fiscal pride being imprinted in people who’s biggest endeavors to strive for are related to are completely pecuniary. These demographics would hide their hostile nature behind ironic language and whenever instance of confrontation coming close, they panic and began to show it out completely. they refuse to empathize due to being in complete neurosis due to the fact that “i am being challenged, possibly by a vermin, irritating manifestation of a pest, of a… lower being… it needs to be completely violated…”